Planned Weekend

Today would be my cousin's 15th birthday. Which means mine is only 5 days away. Can't wait. Tomorrow I'm going to the movies and then bowling. That should be fun. The next day, I'm going to the movies and the mall with my older sister, Crysta, and my "big sis" Andrea. Maybe there will be cool people at the mall that day and we'll walk around with umbrellas...that is if Crysta and Andrea let me. The next day I'm off to Lakeside mall with Crysta and my...3rd cousin?, Marissa. So I have a full weekend. And Monday it's back to school:(. But I have a game that day, so no hard feelings. Then, finally Tuesday, my birthday. We're going out to dinner. Well, that about sums it up for today. I didn't do much. I got up at around ten, took a shower, got back into my pajamas, cleaned my room, and watched some TV. Rest of the evening plans are to write some more and hopefully watch a scary movie.

Great Day

First of all, I had a great day. Got up early, that sucked. But then there was driving to Port Huron. I went to the mall and it was rainy, so I had an umbrella. I left it open in the mall. My mother wasn't thrilled with the fact. But cool as she is, she let me do it. Unfortunately, no other cool people were present at the mall, so I didn't even get a glance. But you can't blame them, it was like 10:30. Other than that, I went to DEB and bought a great pair of shoes for $5! Then, I got my official level one license! The rest wasn't much, but a good day indeed.

Inspiration

Most of the time to be inspired, I would watch a movie. Then, I could write a hundred pages. That hasn't been working anymore. I can't get into the mood of writing if my life depended on it. But then, I was on blogspot and discovered the "Next Blog" button. My curiosity was stricken. I clicked and it led me to the most inspiring blog. This person was a wonderful writer. The posts were more than just a display of emotion. It was...well, it was inspiration. So a public thanks to manalight.blogspot.com.

I don't even want to ruin this blog with a story about my day, so I'll just make a new post.

Internet

My stupid internet was down yesterday when I actually needed it. Surprise, surprise. "Just my luck," I thought. This isn't really the greatest internet service in the first place. I finally decided that I could just sue the company for emotional distress.... For all of you that thought I was serious, I'm just messing around.

Besides my internet troubles, the internet can be extremely dangerous too. You hear it all the time, I'm sure. Girls getting kidnapped when they go to run away with that nice young guy they met on Myspace. Parents worry about whether their child would do that after they see a story and are inclined to talk to their kids about it. That is really important. If you leave the subject unknown, there's a greater chance of the same tragic thing happening to them. If you have to, go into detail!

After you see stories about a girl doing that, you think, "That was kinda stupid." Then, take it back because you remember that she's dead. You have to remember that those girls...or boys, aren't in there right mind. If you want to be mad at someone, be mad at that disgusting - kidnapper/molester - or whatever he wants to call himself - for taking advantage of the... let's go with victim.

I'm not saying the internet is horrible or anything, if you use it correctly, the internet is great for research or - well, blogging.

First Time

Why is it that sometimes we think things, but we can't say them to our friends? Why do we have such a hard time telling our friends things? I recently found the answer to this is a TV show I watch (Ghost Whisperer.) It's because friends and family are so important to us that we would do anything to keep them around. We won't let anything jeopardize our relationships. When we know our friends have something they want to say, but feel like they can't, don't be pushy; be supportive. They want to know that you'll always be there for them no matter what. They want to feel as if you aren't going to judge them.... And come on - this is your close and personal friend, you really shouldn't be judging them.

If you wanna say something to a friend, but don't feel like you can, GO FOR IT! If this friend of yours is going to stop being your friend over something, why are you even friends? A real friend would look passed your flaws or indifferences. A real friend will catch you when you fall. Sometimes things come as a shock to your friends. They might act angry or get upset with you, but they just need time. And if it doesn't improve from there you probably just lost a friend.... Obviously, not a very good one.

Honestly, if you have something to say, SAY IT! There's no need to hide it anymore.